Food

I like food, food is good. Food is good when you're hungry. Food is good when you're not hungry. Food is life, without food there would be no life and without life there would not be food. They need each other to excised  without each other they would havenot existed. So what I am trying to say is I need someone like food needs life and life needs food.

Today

 

Today I am going to finish the last three hours of the school day. Then I am going to go home and chill for a bit. Maybe clean for a bit then chill out some more. Then I will end up going out side depending on the weather. Maybe ill walk around for a bit and hang out somewhere. Then ill go see a friend maybe and we will walk round and hang out somewhere and chill. All I know is that today is going to be boring just like the day after this and the next after that and so on until something fun happens.

Love aka insanity

Love if you want to hear that love is for everyone or love will bring you happiness or that that other person loves you back then STOP reading this but if you want to hear what I think about then here it goes the only reason somebody loves another person is there is no real reason now don’t get me wrong I didn’t say there are no reasons I said no REAL reasons. I think love is just temporary insanity that you control. I mean its like you’re a freakin insane that if you feel mad happy overwhelmed sad and love all in one day by one person keep them I feel that everyday but if they person doesn’t feel that for you everyday then why date them now I’m asking my self why date then because damn bruh I know she faint feel that everyday but well I do and I don’t want to stop you shouldn’t wither but like I said there is no real reason to love them let me just end with its insanity and insanity is a two way street.

LIFE.

Life well come on man life is filled with everything you need you just need to go for it. But why does it got to be hard for almost no reason some people say its faith or whatever happens it for a reason fuck that bus it happened because you made it happen or the other person did something and I don’t know why people can never forgive its like always whatever you did in the past people always have to judge me like I’m sorry for being me I’m sorry for trying so hard I’m sorry. Why do people act like they are okay if there is a problem then tell the person don’t hide it if you hide it and act like you like them without telling them the problem you have even though it is dumb even though its stupid or you think they don’t get you when they want to get you but the you inside isn’t letting them get to know you and you thinks its there fault because of them not getting you well if they you really want them to know you they you would try and open up give them a sign your still there do something to show them your there!

Anger

Anger is a very very unpredictable and strong emotion, it can trigger stress and anxiety I’m not going to be all weird about anger with anger I feel that you really have to fid your own way to cope with your emotions. I know some people say it’s easier to just say how you feel but is it? I mean showing how you feel is hard enough but telling somebody else is even harder. It think its so hard to be open with your emotions with people because its awkward and you don’t know what they are thinking about you but its always easier to think when you think about what it is that is making you act that way. Whether its life family maybe your girlfriend well if it is a girl good luck buddy because oh boy its hard to know what they are thinking they can be thinking anything from I really like this boy to something else in a matter of a quarter of a second. And I guess that’s could make somebody mad more than mad.

Friday

it is finally friday the best day of the week its gone be fun. I am happy its friday because i cant wait to sleep in tommorow and i love staying out late. it gets dark at like 7 so that means i have 5 hours of darkness witch is pretty cool. It could also be deppersing to for some reason looking out side when its early just to see that its is dark makes me kind of sad. But other times it makes me happy i like the dark because its nice and nobody can see you. And if its nice that would be great because its been ugly for the past 2 weeks and now its starting to make me sad.

school

I cant be the only one that thinks the american education system is messed up. I mean all it is now is just technology online courses and online college online math online science its all a bunch of BS(SORRY TEACHER). My personal opinion is that if they want us to lean they cant just throw us on a laptop and give us a website then sit down and now do any thing. i think we should learn hands on if we are going to learn math then we should get a book and do it all together with the teachers help. If we are going to do sience then we should go into the lab witch we have at my school but never use because of my online science. but all in all just hands on will be more productive because you know whats going on and you know how to help.